Thread:Katlovr/@comment-31527938-20170727164832/@comment-31527938-20170727201336

I had no idea and I'm very sorry about your loss and we have some things in common regarding loss. Plewse don't assume things about me either....I never said anything about not understanding, I was pointing to my post because it seems that no one even thinks it's that hard of a thing to deal with and even I don't understand or recognize myself anymore. And I will suffer with it for as long as I live, along with a host of serious issues one of which may include complete loss of function on my right side.

Im not asking for sympathy but I tend to think when I try and recognize that my reactions may be amplified I was apologizing if it was the case! Not anything but that!!! But this month I've baely been holding on to this crappy existence that is my life and can't be closer to the edge and all I see is my continual waste of space and continual disappointment. I'm so very sorry about your brother and I didn't say you didn't understand. I couldn't breath and was typing the best I could with one hand and didn't reread it. I feel utterly terrible and forgive me.

I'm so very sorry Kat and you have been having a rough patch and I will no longer add to your load or anyone's. I've been selfish and awful. I'm sorry.