Thread:Suhonenm/@comment-31527938-20170727054603

It's weird trying to get to know the person that you didn't choose to be



Sometimes people don't understand me or why I have such intense emotions, or jump at a noise or feel scared of the dark because that's when the demons begin the nightmares. I am learning how to survive in this new reality....a reality I didn't get to choose for myself...::.but don't judge me on things I cannot control. I will have PTSD and will have to fight it every day forever and some days I'm extremely edgy because that's a scary thought. But PTSD is what happened to me, not who I truly am.

(RL was especially brutal on me today and sadden over it. I had no safe place to say my peace so I apologize that I did it here.) 