Thread:Hannahc12/@comment-32738051-20160709224206/@comment-28320783-20160710051353

Hello merri, thank you for your message. I really don't think that I fit in here though. I see all these posts and it upsets me greatly. I feel like I'm being talked about and not liked. And it's bringing back the feelings of my past. When tammie wrote that initial post, I felt like everyone thought I was lying. I felt like I had to prove myself. It really upset me to think that people are talking about me. I just can't handle it, I really can't. I'm just so upset, as I am the cause of all of this. I feel so useless. Some things have happened to me personally over the last couple of days and I really wanted to reach out to talk about it. But I can't, I can't stop these emotions and it's driving me mad. Having to try and put on a brave face in front of my baby boy. When all I want to do is cry and hold him so tight. But I don't want him to get upset. I don't feel loved, I feel hated. But that's pretty normal for me.