Thread:OylerD/@comment-26424426-20160131003659/@comment-25989346-20160131055745

I called my brother today and found out that my Dad was very well  aware what today was and it sounds so shallow, but after finding out what a a pity party he threw, I'm kind of glad I didn't get to talk to him. For those of you that know what my my brother has gone through, he's still a Saint in my eyes. They took him out to a movie and supper and wore him out, so when I tried to call, he was already asleep. I know,  I'm a coward. Sounds evil of me, but I wish he had died first. Time after time something comes up and I think I wish I could talk to someone about it and it's always my Mom I think of. Goddess I miss her.🐨