Thread:Suhonenm/@comment-30117738-20170526144639/@comment-31527938-20170527064534

You are so sweet❤️❤️ I'm getting so tired  of it and there's more important things in life. And loosing dear friends really make it seem so pointless. And I actually came here to keep my PTSD under control and keep my mind busy....my plan was to just tune out the noise but didn't want to come and didn't until now.

But this latest thing that occurred last night hit me hard.....and I learned sadly that I can't assume that everyone I meet is kind and caring because I love people and believe everyone has a good heart....but I will still hope for it and won't let it make me harden.

I'm embarrassed and feel foolish because of my behavior last night with the terrible news followed by a sucker punch. I thought a friend was really a friend, but I was just pawn and I should have known....and now I'm paranoid 😳😳😳. But live and learn right❤️🌸 Depending on what ever happens with this nomination everyone's having, it may be time for me get away from here as I don't find it healthy......but will come back and say hi🤗🤗. But enough about my bad two days.....I don't want to become another player in this weird angry circus. And I get allergic when I act all moody😂😂😂

Thank you for reaching out! Means the world to me and hope you are going to through another challenge at me! I'm odd, but I had fun helping🌸🌸😂😂. And thanks for the gifts today!!

Sorry for rambling....sorry😂😂