Thread:Jb444/@comment-31677686-20180523031752/@comment-31285774-20180523053810

Oh, Snow I understand you have a purpose for the time you are away. I think we all understand that. It is so cool that you are keeping on top of this and visiting me. Your like a brother who is keeping an protective Eye on me. I know you will be back and I will wait. Hope all is well where you are now. You know me well enough to know that my head injury and its affects keep me confused. most of my long time friends like you have learned to skip over what ever sounds like my confusion and nonsense. I reread a lot of my and others post to see if I was in tune during a conversation. It is like writing a letter while drunk and the next day, even I can't understand it. I have trouble sleeping, so I start bedtime with my regular meds. Gradually, I will take some other aid. When all else fails I top it off with sherry. I drift away then. Before I got used to all the meds I accidently had a bad reaction. I passed out and hubby called an ambulance. My blood pressure was low and they could find no pulse. They gave me a fracking Lazarus shot and scooped me off to a mental ward. Before checking out he said I was the most sane person on the floor. I just was not paying attention to the new med with the sherry. This is another one of the times I should have died but God isn't done with me yet. I got a lot of children and things to offer to the mommas and the kids. Don't know why I went into such detail, but there it is. I am not a drunk. I'm processing difficulties and when I pay attention I amaze all around me how I know and manage my limitations. I am amazed at the tolerance of my friends and family. Thank you for your warm wishes. Hugs back to you, Janet Take care of your self! Janet