Thread:KJ8/@comment-29713891-20160905143153/@comment-29703585-20160911041316

KJ8 and Doli I am so very sorry for your losses. I understand your anger and grief. You did NOT say too much KJ8, you are just getting started. You have realized that you just have to talk to someone. You have to get it out. Start with a family member, a friend, a minister or priest...anyone you trust. But start talking. You have to get it out, and cry until you are emptied. Not all meds are bad, some most certainly are and make it worse. Which is why you need to have a Dr you trust, and be very open with them. Start a very low dose, and tell your Dr every side effect, every thought, every feeling. A good Dr will get you to a place where you can actually sort out all that emotional baggage. You can see and think clearer, either by meds or really good talking sessions. By everything "coming up" again, it's your mind, heart, and soul telling you it's time to face this. Marie offered excellent advice on how to start. Just please start! We are all here for you, thinking of you, praying for you. Much love, my friend