Thread:4paws/@comment-27643406-20160520232914

Everyone deals with stress differently. I bounce along and keep batting the ball and internalizing until my body says you have dealt with just too much BS and you are being shut down.

So here I sit on muscle relaxants and pain meds. With my shoulder/arm capsul impinged. Have had this before- it feels like what I was told is a torn rotator cuff. But what it is is the capsul there is tight under normal conditions- the stress hits me there - so tight that a needle cannot be inserted- they tried and failed-...

Of course it's my predominant arm- imagine if you will picking up a roll of paper towels and trying to tear off a sheet- and that simple movement issues a pain that drops you to your knees literally- and that's with meds.

Hoping this will be short lived - as life still has daily chores and responsibilities that I cannot accomplish in any level at this time.

Hoping that once the critical,part is over I can find some kind of surgery or implant that will keep this from ever happening again.

Game wise I will try and gift- I have been able to do a few at a time before I fall asleep- one of the unfortunate side effects I get from the meds and the throbbing pain- I just zone out- I can play about 10 rooms before the same thing happens...

I thank my honey for writing this out for me and all the other things dumped on his watch with this.

Hoping to be back to normal soon- 🐾🐾🐾🐾 