Thread:Oceanfront/@comment-33299993-20180731154623/@comment-33299993-20180806020508

I won't send you very much tonight I am shoveling soil out of my truck in the dark. I am not expecting quick answers to my request for help I will give everyone time to say something. We have some shy ones. At least when I didn't post very much others interacted and shared some codes etc. You are as sensitive as Jackz. You get your feelings hurt. I would not multigift Senoc. I think he may not be showing his true feelings. His box has been full lately lots when I have tried to gift him. If Santa comes often he may not want it full. That is why I didn't multigift you when you had sick in your name. You have to keep clearing your box. If I were you I would look up some utubes on yoga breathing methods - not weird positions just breathing. When I was first diagosed with high blood pressure I looked at some biofeedback devices but never bought one. That would not replace meds but could be used in times of stress. Going back to work and being afraid you can't do it would make anyone's blood pressure high. Somethings we don't get to decide. you give it your best shot and if it doesn't work you make a new plan.