Thread:Only8/@comment-36278192-20190204172143/@comment-29954643-20190213064234

Thank you for allowing me to help you with my instructions. I am so glad that your eyes did not cross LOL. If the initial setup goes smoothly, then there is a lot less angst. Now, just try to play with the new game's style. Most we can get used to. There is a combination of game style changes and bugs and I'm sure that G5 is trying to determine what are necessary 'growing pains' and what was unintentional game glitches. I'm giving them the benefit of the doubt. If I feel sure that a problem is a bug and I can clearly give them the information that I know that they will need, then I file a support ticket. Right now, I am still in 'wait and see' mode on most issues.

Thank  you for your concern about the admin policy. I have strong feelings and am really upset about the timing of this discussion. I feel bruised and humiliated AGAIN here. Some just will not remove the 'scarlet letter' from my head even while they think that they have 'cleared' me or are offering me a 'gift horse'. It's that very mentality that is further patronizing. It will never really go away as long as my reputation is not redeemed, and for good.

Whether the timing was intentional or not, it shall certainly cast a dark shadow over me when nominations happen immediately following this awful and demeaning process. But that is not the biggest issue for me now, That damage has been done. It's that I sincerely don't want anyone else to ever experience the type of admin abuse that I know now can and will probably exist again in the future.

I know that I didn't deserve what happened to me, so I will keep that uppermost in my heart and mind. But actions speak louder than words. Clear me and be done with it, but please, either remove the clause, or have the ability to overturn an unfair block no matter how long ago it was. Not many know this, but I was blocked at 332 consecutive days. It may not matter to anyone, but a first block should not be more than 12 hours.I am for inclusion here, but it seems that exclusion is the very first thing that come to some members' minds. I'm sure that you didn't mean to start me up again, but I wrote this, so I'm posting this. It's the honest truth.

Please except the only game invite that I have made on the wiki. Player Login = ElplaysSSHM. I will welcome you to my El game with open arms. Let's just hope that I find some time to actually play some time soon. (hugs) - El