Thread:KJ8/@comment-64.30.85.239-20161214192353/@comment-27990581-20161222073224

Doli, thank you so much. Thanky ou for thinking of me, for including me in your prayers and sharing your experiences and past with me. Please forgive me I haven't replied sooner...I didn't know what to write. I still don't... But I can tell you this - when there's some much pain you have to find someone/something to blame. Of course I blame people. Myself, my sister, the "girl" he loved, the "doctors", his "father". You blame pills, I blame people. That's because this was his second attempt, when he tried it the first time there were no pills involved. I lost people too, but as you said, nothing compares to suicide, nothing. I'm gonna ask you something and there's no need to reply - did your sister succeed at first try? I think all this would be even harder if my friend hadn't done it before. I don't know hot to explain, but...I always knew - even after he hold my hand, looked me in my eyes ad promised he would never do it again - he'll try it till he succeeds.

I'm glad you were able to experience that. Love you! <3