Thread:KJ8/@comment-29713891-20160905143153/@comment-27990581-20160910155014

Ef21 wrote: Hi KJ8...I see the correspondence here and want to say how wonderful it us that Marie can share such a thoughtful and sincere and supportive note to you. Is it next week that you go to the additional doctors? If it is inflammation, they do need to resolve that. Hoping that is what the blockage is...next tests will say for suture hopefully. Talking with a professional will help you empty the buckets. That is a lot to hold in...and it cannot be emptied overnight. I have never heard of holding in your emotions...that certainmy excabersted everything. I am so sorry for it all, but you are doing the right things by taking control and seeking out doctors and support. Keep going until someone starts helping and /or finding out the root of the coughing...and then you can safely empty your buckets.

But most important, keep going to the professionals until you find those who can help.

And you have support here. Thanks. I have to get to the bottom of this coughing, it has to stop. I can't even tell two sentences without coughing. As for other problems...I'm not visiting any psycho-someone and not intending to. I'm not ready and I don't know if I'll ever be. I'm to angry with them, I hate them to be honest. They didn't help him. First time he was there because he had to be, but then he went back in August 2015 to ask them for their help. He never recieved any therapy, talk, nothing. First time he was there almost 2 months, second time 3 weeks. Never any talk. Just pills. Bigger and bigger amounts. When he went to ask for help, they just gave him stronger pills and more of them and they let him go. This is how they work in our country, we're small, but we have a very high suicide rate. He came home and - I know that because I checked his computer after - started to look/google for a 100% successful way...and when he found it, he did it. It would feel like stabing him in the back by going to these "people". Maybe I wrote too much, but...