Thread:KJ8/@comment-64.30.85.239-20161214192353/@comment-27990581-20161216064933

Ef, thanks. They are starting to let me look crazy. I know what I feel. Strange world.

LadyMelissa, thank you. <3

Thanks, Doli. I know that...I did my homework when my nephew got them. It was really hard when I started. I was writing about side effects here, but I left one out so I woudn't cause any concern. For the first three weeks every single night I tought about suicide. Not me, but some voice in my head or somethin kept pushing that thought in me. But I would never do anything like that, I was selfharming for a long time, but I would never end my own life like that, I'm a mother. And now whend I'll end, I guess it'll be the same. I'll cal my doctor today to find out how to stop. I started with 6 days half a pill, I guess stopping is something like that too. Antipsychotics are much more dangerous. My nephew had both - 2 ADs and 1 AP. They gave someone with the depression APs. Jerks! I better stop thinking about that... My nephew is with your sister. They're fine, nothing's hurting them and they are at peace. Forever 22. I'm sure he's showing her card tricks...all 3000 of them. ;) Nope, I wasn't listening to those songs, but I kept humming/singing them all day. Even my son nicely told me to shut up already. Thanks for the advice. Let's save the fish! :)