Thread:JulieJemo/@comment-26424426-20160723220219/@comment-26449148-20160727220150

Hi Pam, there are no amends to make, we are bffs 👭😁   🐠💜🐎

Don't worry about me, I'm doing ok. In fact that's why I have stopped playing and posting.

2 years ago I had a nervous breakdown and have been virtually chair bound ever since. I have recently had some very successful treatment for PTSD and am now coming back out into the real world. All (!) I have to do now is beat the depression so I have spent a lot of time listening to meditation tapes and learning to relax, feel safe and value myself.

I guess all my personal problems is why I bailed out when evil came to the wiki and then into the SS game too. But actually it has done me a favour in the end ( we must never let evil people win), because I am spending more time in rl and that can only be good for me. I have lost 2 years of my life hiding in my Kindle! 🙈

It sounds ironic but I have downloaded Pokemon Go haha! I have spent time outside with my sister and yesterday we captured 5 Pokemon at a garden centre! I know...... 2 pensioners wandering around with mobile phones!!! 😂😂 I feel ready to go on a short walk on my own now and the game will keep me from panicking.

So you see, not playing SS and not reading the wiki at all times of the day or night is actually a good sign. I am sorry I abandoned all my friends so suddenly but it was a sort of "cold turkey" and it worked. I have started to get my life back. I am so grateful to all the folks on this wiki for keeping me company at a time when I really needed it. You have made me laugh when I wanted to cry, and when I read your stories it made me realize I am not alone.

I may be back for the Halloween challenge (to get that orb yet again!) But if not, then that will be a good sign that I have succeeded in staying in the real world and you can be glad for me.

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