Thread:Neo34/@comment-29694704-20161012021200

....puts ear to door....yep sound asleep 😴😴😴😴😴😴

Settles down on comfy coach and looks around Ši erdvė. Thinks neat but barren, lacking any personal touch. Sighs. I'm running tailsman and should be collecting 🎃's but after the third game of blowing objects up because time ticked away w/o searching the puzzle I knew it was no good. A whole gammet of thoughts keep running thru my head. Nothing consistent that I can grab onto and complete so it can be done with. Boo planted a seed and it has taken root. I have a zillion ideas but nothing concrete. Than my head goes to what type of laptop should I invest in. Have no idea what's out there. What is the best for my purpose. Back to, should it be from the male or female perspective? Could I write from the male point of view? Should I just finish what I started? Think that may be easier since 3/4 of the work is done, but than I think no, I want to try something new and a little different. Than my brain scattered off to you and that creates a whole new trail of thoughts. So, here I sit with my tailsman ticking away thinking thinking thinking. Had a conversation earlier this evening and that keeps running thru my head. Than I think of my son and that I should appologize for cursing his almost wife out, but than thinking about her gets me all angry again. And than he did not respond to my last two text so I know he is not happy with his mom. Back to story plot, than a poem for Boo. This is quite silly. Not accomplishing anything if I don't stop thinking of a half a dozen things and just settle on one. Sighs again. So I come to Ši erdvė in the hopes my mind will settle down. That I can just ramble and let the words tumble from my fingertips and I can leave them here with you to put in the overflowing trashcan that is Marie's gibberish. Thank you for not thinking me odd Neo. Looks over at the closed door that leads to your Asmeninė Erdvė. A thousand thoughts that I can not speak. Oh they torment for I just want to let them loose. I do not understand myself in this. I'm a pretty grounded individual and have not had....mmmmm.....bit my tounge on that. Sighs. I wonder, would that work as a story line? Would it work??? Is it to outside the box? Has an author written of it? How? Concept creative, little over the top. Possible but that is what fiction is. Oh my! Maybe. Looks around at the IRL place I'm at. People talking, laughing and not one person looking at a woman sitting by herself typing typing typing on her phone. Invisible in this place and invisible in Ši erdvė. What a crazy hiney idea. Neo may I use you as my muse? Oh my, looks over at door. Your going to object. I just know you are. Crap crap crap. Please don't object and please don't be placid and say do whatever you want. This is important to me. Can you feel me saying it? The big girl panties are out the window. This really matters to me. Stands up and walks around in a small circle. Damn. Afraid to hit post. Scared not to. Just do it! Now! 