Thread:Suhonenm/@comment-29954643-20170527055210/@comment-31527938-20170528044033

I just wrote The longest email to you and my iPad deleted it. I apologize greatly for the way I spoke to you and 4paws today, it was foul inappropriate and that is not the person that I am. There is better ways to address it and I could have handle it netter rather thrn the improperly language.....and for that I'm sorry.

I'm the type of person that likes everybody, and it's rare for me to be at such odds with someone else. I do stand by my message but not the delivery. I don't understand why we are arguing over things that really in the grand scheme of life it don't really matter that much. Relationships are what matter and that's all I'm wanting to stress.

And I want the fighting and arguing and bickering to stop amd just enjoy each othe. I am also loyal to a fault when I comes to my friends and I will always come up to defend them, however it in a more eloquent and delicate way. But that is one thing that will never change with me and I will always go up to bat for my friends.

But due to the fact that I am completely disgusted by the way I handled the message that I wrote, and seeing some people wanting me suspended for a while, I will gladly step away and let the chips fall where they may and when I come back, maybe I'll find a place there again.

I do have a heavy heart when you were discussing the email and I went from trusting everyone to feeling that I have no one that I can trust. Even the nicest people that I've met on here have turned at me. I know it's the name of the game and I'm not a follower...

I need to step away to reassess as to why am so easily discarded, and attwcked. I have a lot of things to consider and think about and I need to raise some questions regarding the email and the involvement of my husband. I found that rather strange thing to say, even though he has the message and is furious. Would you mind telling me how you found out or was it through a post that I made and I just forgot.

My heart is broken right now for the way I addressed this, because it goes against everything that I believe in. But I will always stand up for my friends,Because of my amp her brightness my presence will be scarce, but was trouble in my heart right now is that I don't know who to trust or if I can trust anyone at all anymore. That is a very sad thing when you think about it. And it leaves me not only thing disgusted by my behavior but sad because I don't know what's real anymore and wants not. Because of my amp her brightness my presence will be scarce, but was trouble in my heart right now is that I don't know who to trust or if I can trust anyone at all anymore. That is a very sad thing when you think about it. And it leaves me not only thing disgusted by my behavior but sad because I don't know what's real anymore and wants not.

Again I do apologize for the veracity of my tone and the message to you, I do mean what I said but take away all the mean stuff and it would've been better for all involved. I really wish and hope that everyone can come to men do some bridges or stop holding grudges so we can all enjoy each other. That's all I wanted all I've ever wanted. I understand if you don't take my apology but, One that you don't have to take  I want to offer

Good night and I hope you sleep well. I have been through a lot today and keep learning information that makes me so sad. I need to figure this out and you may see me or him you just disappear. Take care and please take care of all the members that are here, and and all the arguments before they flare. That's all I want and I hope I'm able to come back one day and see this wiki for what I believe it can become. Take care of yourself and please please take care of everyone that's here. Have a good night