Thread:Suhonenm/@comment-31527938-20170526013339/@comment-31527938-20170526035423

I'm sorry about my emotional impulse....I knew I would be embarrassed by not taking a breath. But my emotions are high as 30 minutes before I wrote that, I received very very sad news. I hardly ever behave in that manner and I'm embarrassed that I did. Without looking truly at the email, I noticed some friends names bashing me, calling me names, etc. but I don't believe it was a real email and I think it was faked if you will, to get a reaction out of me....unfortunately I gave it to them.

Maybe it's a prank but I'm having my forensic expert take a look to see if/where it originated from. I want to be sure it wasn't a joke and if it seems to lead here, then I will certainly pass it on GEL!

I've collected myself and please forgive that little burst. Feeling sad and angry at the world for taking 2 friends of mine in days made me lash out.

But, I don't want other members to get all riled up, (thus creating more drama and anger that we all want to end so we can carry on in peace) until I can establish the root and location of it. I don't want to jump the gun.....if it is, I will still carry on because I'm not leaving my friends because I enjoy you all so much....but I had a lapse in judgement and should have not reacted like that.

So, I'm not going anywhere and I'm truly embarrassed by my behavior. But GEL, I will be in touch tomorrow to let you know if it came from this end or if my sister, or brother, etc isn't playing a joke on me because I speak very highly of you all very often (not sure why they would though because we all lost someone).

Please forgive me🤦🏼‍♀️🤦🏼‍♀️ And I pray this doesn't create a storm.